It has been some months since she left. Leaving me behind in a state of despair and confusion.I didn’t want to belief, didn’t want to accept. Love suddenly became to me a total illusion. Right after, I found myself hopelessly in a kind of mental state, most people would call it a depression. Reading, awakening,Continue reading “Twilight Zone”
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In search of completeness
“What does being happy really feels like?” I wondered today. I’m sitting in my lounge seats overlooking my swimming pool on a day-off when the sun is boosting temperatures till over 30°. My cute boxer pup is laying next to me after having made me laugh with her playful moves. This should be a joyfulContinue reading “In search of completeness”
Coming Home To Self
As promised earlier, I would dedicate a post to insights from Nancy Verrier’s second book “Coming Home To Self”. Time is right to share my insights from this book but also to complete them with personal experiences from the past months. The book “Coming Home To Self” is the successor of the “Primal Wound”. TheContinue reading “Coming Home To Self”
Find your Ikigai
A Japanese word explained by a Belgian guy who is looking for his Indian roots… Funny 🙂 I like to travel, I like to discover other countries and cultures. That’s how I found the book “Ikigai” – when I was wandering on the streets in Mumbai. It was during a warm late night in DecemberContinue reading “Find your Ikigai”
X-Files
I feel like as I’m investigating X-files, intrigued by but not knowing my past. Although my research slowly starts revealing my past, I do not know if and how long that euphoria would last. Science and psychology explain my current human being. Agent Mulder would say “Agent Scully, thank God, you never stopped believing”. ThereContinue reading “X-Files”
Poem dedicated to my mum
She would have been 75 today. On May 9 last year, she peacefully passed away. My mum will always be in my . I loved her as soon as I got adopted – so from the very first start. Back in 1978, my mum and dad adopted me without any fear for my past, hopingContinue reading “Poem dedicated to my mum”
Mediteren kan je leren
Deze blog post schrijf ik deze keer bewust in het Nederlands omdat ik mijn diepgaande ervaringen en inzichten op vlak van spiritualiteit zo beter kan verwoorden. Spiritualiteit en meditatie zijn voor velen al moeilijk vatbaar en dus vermijd ik om dit in het Engels te verwoorden. Ik wil uiteraard later wel een Engelse versie schrijvenContinue reading “Mediteren kan je leren”
The Primal Wound
This post summarizes my insights from a book that unexpectedly started changing my life: “The Primal Wound” written by Nancy Verrier. I was heartbroken from a relationship that ended in 2019. It started promising as a true love story back in that summer of 2019. While there were other differences in our lives to overcome,Continue reading “The Primal Wound”
For romantic and poetic souls…
My poem below is based on a love story which both unfortunately and fortunately changed my life. While I was looking for answers, I found the book “The Primal Wound” which helped me understand that I had to process more than my loss of my summer love… Summer love We met over summer – ourContinue reading “For romantic and poetic souls…”
Animation on Floor Jansen’s adoption story
While considering to create a blog on adoption experiences, I started participating in a couple of Facebook groups on adoption. One day, a nice animation video in De Verzwegen Generatie Facebook group caught my attention. I found it a very unique way to tell one’s adoption story. I contacted the author, Floor Jansen, to learnContinue reading “Animation on Floor Jansen’s adoption story”
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