In the past weeks I have been longing to write again a blog post, but I couldn’t find inspiration anymore and that typical urge that usually makes me write up my emotions. Today is different. I’m on travel in Spain and enjoying a superb view on the seaside. I feel my urge to write hasContinue reading “Dancing on my own”
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Letter to my orphanage
Dear Sr. – name removed – , While I still remember vividly my visit to my orphanage and our discussion on my adoption background in December 2019, it seems ages now that I have been in Mumbai. I miss India and particularly my roots travel to Mumbai, Delhi, Agra. I do hope all is wellContinue reading “Letter to my orphanage”
What Icelandic horses told me
It has been 8 months now since I have launched my blog. And a bit more than 1 year since I hit the wall when my “Summer of 2019 Love” left me. Where did she go, my summer love? Sadly, this time, it’s not a song from Bryan Adams or Regi… Instead, it was aContinue reading “What Icelandic horses told me”
Met een oerwond doorheen het oerwoud
Wat een leuke en leerrijke ervaring ! Wat heeft me dat weer energie gegeven ! Een mooie bevestiging van het pijnlijke maar veelbelovende traject dat ik al afgelegd heb. En vooral een aanmoediging om mijn pad verder te volgen. Zeker nu ik besef dat ik er ook anderen mee kan helpen 🙂 Tijdens de adoptieweekContinue reading “Met een oerwond doorheen het oerwoud”
Goodbye to the world I used to know
Today, I said goodbye to one of my best friends…Maybe it’s only temporary until we meet again,but it felt like a painful separation, as it suddenly slipped out of my hands. Don’t be too concerned. I’m talking about my beloved car 😉It’s sadly a matter of exaggerated materialism,although it does feel like I lost theContinue reading “Goodbye to the world I used to know”
Persoonlijke getuigenis FIAC 3/11
Ik voel me nerveus… maar ik ben ook wel heel benieuwd. Tot nu toe heb ik mijn primal wound en adoptie-ervaringen kunnen delen via mijn blog. Het deed me plezier om zoveel positieve reacties te krijgen op mijn blog en posts. Vele anderen herkennen zich in mijn verhalen, ervaringen en emotionele wereld. Dat geeft meContinue reading “Persoonlijke getuigenis FIAC 3/11”
The Adopted Man
In my previous blog post, I described my insights from the book “De Fontein” (The Fountain) from Els Van Steijn. I was amazed to read about the power of downward spiraling energy and influence through family lineage. Even more, I was struck by learning what might happen when you no longer find yourself in theContinue reading “The Adopted Man”
Twilight Zone
It has been some months since she left. Leaving me behind in a state of despair and confusion.I didn’t want to belief, didn’t want to accept. Love suddenly became to me a total illusion. Right after, I found myself hopelessly in a kind of mental state, most people would call it a depression. Reading, awakening,Continue reading “Twilight Zone”
In search of completeness
“What does being happy really feels like?” I wondered today. I’m sitting in my lounge seats overlooking my swimming pool on a day-off when the sun is boosting temperatures till over 30°. My cute boxer pup is laying next to me after having made me laugh with her playful moves. This should be a joyfulContinue reading “In search of completeness”